Today, I felt like the whole world had conspired against me. I was not happy. I tagged along with the day’s routines like a zombie, my autopilot in motion moving my body to comply. It was all gloomy.
Needless to say, I had been strong in the last few challenging weeks, I had accepted the avalanches of the turmoil face up without a wince, but when the storm was nearly over the spang of pain began. I didn’t see this coming.
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I have reached the bottom line a few times in my life. I have dealt with feelings of loneliness despite being in the midst of loved ones. Consequently, I have also had recurrent emotions of worthlessness., the sulky feelings where nothing seems to make sense despite traceable achievements.
I have got to deal with a lot of not-too-happy feelings. Many times, I feel am not where I really want to be on the ladder of success looking at my age. No one has ever told me that age and success are twins, but, somehow I find myself scrutinizing my very essence of existence.
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