In A Dire Need Situation

I felt the tingles at the soles of my feet as I walked through the massive metal gates that shielded the school from the public eye. Far ahead stood the strong brick and mortar. The brown and white coats of paint attracted the rays of the morning sun. Three buildings merged into one. Each contained four floors with long narrow balconies. A magnificent building on a dramatic landscale.

I had lost my mother four weeks before my application to this school. For the very first time in my life, I felt completely alone. My father had died suddenly of an undiagnosed coronary heart disease four years before the road accident that led to my mother’s abrupt ending. The shock of her death shook my very existence. I became an orphan unexpectedly and I didn’t know how to move on. The first few weeks after her death were particularly difficult. I was lost and lonely and I missed her in manners words couldn’t explain. Two decades after her demise, I still do.

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The Long Queue Chatter.

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Over the years, I have tried perfecting the game of school shopping but nothing worked. I have kind of gotten used to the comfort of pushing school shopping to the last line at the bottom of my to-do list.

The truth is I don’t enjoy shopping. Well, I mean offline shopping. And I don’t think I should be blamed for this. Shopping with three children of different ages and tastes was never a fun activity.

However, part of what I gained during the six months lockdown was self-awareness. Amidst gardening and growing our own vegetables I rediscovered my self-worth, my strength and what self-love truly meant. As expected, I decided to iron out some crumbled-up old habits and turn over a few leaves.

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My Referencing Points.

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On the 1st of April 2017, I started my cold water bath journey. I had been reading about the cold water therapy and its benefits weeks before this date and I was taken by its praises. Ordinarily, bathing with cold water wasn’t my thing. Who on earth gives up the comfort of a warm bath for cold spanking?

As I read about bathing with cold water, I imagined taking up this gruesome challenge. For me, it wasn’t for the benefits. No. It was to build a step to mount on. Something to refer to. A referencing point of a thing.

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